I guess about once a year or so I read back on all my old blog posts. Most of them are really embarrassing. Most of them are also really boring.
I've changed a lot in the past two years, but that's not unexpected. I'll change a lot in the next two years, as well.
One thing I've noticed about all these old posts is that they make me seem like a greedy, spoiled rich kid who blows all his money on DVDs. Okay, I really do blow all my money on DVDs (I can't help it I love movies *insert smiley with halo*), but I'm not the money-whore some of these old posts make me out to be.
My whole junior year so far has not been much. They weren't kidding, though, when they say your junior year's your hardest. I thought I would never make it through honors English and pre-calculus...but I did. No more math until college. That's exciting. First semester was just very stressful; I had a lot of work to do every night, and I always hurt myself by waiting until the last minute.
Christmas was a pretty good time, I guess. If you'd kept up with my MySpace, you'd know all about my ridiculous story of standing in line in Wal-Mart from 2 AM until 9 AM for a Wii, which was actually a really fun experience. Even though I stood in line with people much older than me who were buying Wiis for their children, it was cool talking to them all. And I've really enjoyed my Wii since then.
I beat Zelda in three weeks. I think I actually beat the game on Christmas Day.
This semester, while only a little over halfway done, has been zwoopin' on by. AP US History 11, French II, and chemistry are my poisons this time around. History is history; love Mrs. Moulton, but just so much work. We have a new teacher in French; I really like her. But our class this time is so small. We have less than ten people. Chemistry is also a lot of work. But I don't think this semester is as bad as last for some reason.
I'll be a senior in two months. What a strange, strange thought.
Let's see...I've fallen in love with two new musicians, Kate Bush and Tori Amos. I've been lonely a lot this year. In fact, it's a loneliness I didn't know could exist. I don't have any close friends anymore; after school and on weekends, I just sit at our apartment (which I still hate) and watch movies or read or something. Sometimes it's unbearable how lonely I am. But I just have to stick with it.
I'm trying to decide where I want to go to college and what I want to do. I'm leaning towards Colorado Film School.
I'm so dreadfully tired...
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